someone looks at me and thinks of ways to make me heppy. am i selfish because i don't do the same? i do what i do and hope the other person digs it. if not, we go our seperate ways and that's that.
i'm not incredibly brave, or very sophisticated, and when my meager flirting attempts go unnoticed (perhaps not unnoticed, but not acted upon) i'm lost as to the next thing to do.
i'm completely bored with life here, with everyone i know here and everything i do all the time. even art feels stale; i feel like i'm forcing something out of myself when there's really nothing there.